Frustrating creativity?

13 Sep

I have a creativity in me. So strong that at times I can barely bare to think of it, to muse on it. I start to think of poems and books unwritten, words not yet typed. And then I think of time, and how it ticks away, falling like sand through open fingers. How do I harness it, use it, communicate it, channel it? When do I put pen to paper and what do I form? Do I research and plan? Or trust my innate desire. Fiction or fact, poetry or prose, personal or dreamt?

I wonder if there are any other frustrated creatives out there. Do you identify with this? What do you do to meet it? As a child, I used to feel so alive sitting on the carpet surrounded by glue and shiny sweet wrappers. I still do actually! Do we do this, pursue this, or suppress it as we are intimidated by its intensity and potential power.

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One Response to “Frustrating creativity?”

  1. Li Li September 20, 2010 at 7:13 pm #

    Wow. I just happened across your blog and read this post and I just had to comment. It’s like you took the words right out of my head. I feel this exact way most times. I cannot seem to gather everything swirling around in my head to produce any sort of tangible product. It is so frustrating, no?

    I generally jot all these ideas down in order to feel like I am “doing something about it”. I have dozens of notebooks filled with starts and stops and ideas and phrases. (I read recently on a blog, “If novel writing was only about intros and beginings, I would be a bestseller.” So true, right?) I, like you, don’t know how to harness it.

    If you come up with any ideas, share please! 😉

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